23.12.08

And...I Can't Really Think Of a Title Right Now

Dad just got out of the hospital for something and yes, that would be another 54 000 PHP down the drain. Although it sounds oh so inevitably cliche for me to have said that. It's just that it's almost time to go to bed, and I'm rushing this blog for some reason unexplainable. And as such, this post will be as unpolished as a raw diamond ore.

Looking back at it, that money could have been used for either one of the following:
a.) one year of high school tuition fees for a private school...like mine
b.) two months worth of food for the family (that's ten weeks, mind you)
c.) five months' worth of electricity and water bills
d.) or...fifty-four months' worth of internet bills

But with the whole ABCD of it, let's just let it be. At least dad's home safely for Christmas.

Which takes me back to that fear of how time is going so fast, and that my dad is getting so old so quickly...
Thus leading to the pressure of me having to get to college soon and find a job much quicker...
Eventually pushing us to the direction of which job pays most, regardless of what I'll enjoy...
Therefore creating such a mentality that has annoyed various friends of mine for quite a while now.

And yes, Gabs. That includes you.

And now I have to let it go, to breathe in deeply...and to forget about it for a while.

And now I'm taking this little questionnaire thingy.

0
50
100
%
Openness
93%
Conscientiousness
40%
Extraversion
55%
Agreeableness
41%
Neuroticism
61%


Hrrrrr...................................................................rhrhrhrhrrrrr.
Yes, I am officially at a loss for words.

Bah. I should get to bed. I think I abused my conjunctions in one unedited post. Haiiiiiizst.

1 Alibis D::

Farhan said...

"pushing us to the direction of which job pays most, regardless of what I'll enjoy"
it's hard. yet, it's just a matter of time